Heart of gold, made with stone.

Verbal comprehension with the intention of seeking a place willing to listen. After all, I can't be any worse off than when these words start to wear off. In the meantime, just tryin' to make sense of all the things I wasn't already aware of.


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Day 7: 10 things you want to say 10 people.

1. Even though your choices might not have been what I had in mind with the expectations I held of you, I’m glad nonetheless. Despite everything, you’ve stayed true to yourself all along, and that alone is admirable.

2. You know, I was considerably happy when I heard of the ending. You invested so much time and effort into someone I already knew was going to break your heart in the end. Granted, I never tell you these things because I figure it’s just going to go in one ear and out the other. It irritates me to think that spending all your money on him seems more worth it than getting presents for friends that have stayed beside you a lot longer than he has. I wish this didn’t get to me, but wow, just … whatever.

3. I was considering not even getting you anything. But then I thought about it some more, and gave in. As expected though, nothing from your end. Seeing as you don’t see anyone else besides your significant other, I knew it would only be fit to assume the worst.

4. I wish I could have walked a little more and popped into your house to surprise you that day. I was too lazy though, and you were too. We are some lazy sloths.

5. I miss you. I drop by whenever I can at your work, but I always miss you. (Pun intended.)

6. What happened to us? I’ve tried figuring it out, to no avail. I try to settle with the concept of merely drifting apart, but it still does not make sense to me. The reality of it, I mean. If things could change, would you want it to?

7. I’m sorry for being such a difficult one to deal with. I’m too inexperienced to know how to operate everything, and sometimes, I get extra frustrated in the sense that you seem so put off and uncooperative. The lack of understanding between the both of us weaves nothing but tension. I hate it.

8. In all honesty, I had a biased judgment toward you from the beginning. I was hoping that as the days went by, my opinion would change and I would begin to realize how wrong I was to assume so. Nope. Not at all.

9. Thank you for all that you’ve done. I don’t think words can justify the amount of effort you exerted into us, despite some reluctance from some certain beings (myself being a prime example).

10. Yay! Lunch dates this upcoming semester :D I just happened to look at my Facebook friends list on the left of my page and spotted you. Haha.