I have the urge to drastically transform myself. Physically and mentally. Since life is all about change nowadays, why not accommodate to that? Honestly, I’m tired of being the same person, doing the same things, seeing the same routinely stuff day in and day out. Everything is getting so tedious. The days go by fast, but when I look at it closer, there’s nothing that can be seriously pinpointed as significant. I want to try new things, experience new events, acquaint with new faces. Of course, I know the whole lecture about getting off my butt and making it happen—yadda yadda yadda, but as always, easier said than done right? (Besides, I come from traditional origins. My parents wouldn’t be too ecstatic to see me form another personality overnight.) Funny. People have also said not to change, to “stay the sweet person that you are”. Yet everybody changes throughout their lifetime, it’s inevitable. Nobody stays the same. No matter how you look at it, no one is exempt from growing up. And with growing up comes, surprise surprise… change. Granted, nobody tends to magically transform overnight (even though it’s most likely been done before), but change itself comes in many shapes and forms.

Sometimes, I don’t even know what I want to change with myself in the first place. Whether it’s my physical appearance or just personality wise, there’s always something I wish I could present differently. And I wonder, if that were to ever happen, what would be everyone’s take on it? Would friends and family find it in themselves to embrace everything, or will they furrow their brows and express disapproval? How differently would I be treated by others? I’d really like to find out someday.